Mainan Jiwa ~

Assalammualaikum,

Semanis vanilla di atasnya whipped cream 

Selalulah dengan senyummu 

Selembut mentega yang cair di bibir 

Kau lontar kata-kata manja 

Apa sebenar yang kau pendam kan 

Di dalam hati buat diri ku 

Yang tidak arif permainan jiwa 

Atau sekadar.....

Mahu mencuba kekuasaanmu 

Memukau sukma para wanita 

Yang serba naïf sepertiku 

Apakah sebenarnya 

Yang kau pendamkan di hatimu buatku 

Katakanlah dengan sebenar-benarnya

Apa yang kau pendamkan di hatimu 

Buatku………………

Hanyalah Mainan Sang Jiwa ~ 

Menyampah

Assalammualaikum,

Menyampah dgn orang yang bajet bagus, hebat & anggap dia je yang betul semua..eh suke hati aku la aku nak post ape pun...yang ko nak perli2 or tak puas hati tu apahal? Fb aku so suke hati aku la aku nak buat ape pon....kalau ko tak suke jangan baca and jangan komen...bagi ko fb tu bukan diari ko kan...tp bagi aku fb tu diari aku..so ko senyap & duduk diam2 boley tak? eeee..geram aku dgn ko nih..

Ya Allah ko bersihkanlah hati hambamu ini dari perasaan amarah >.< 

ISI HATI LELAKI...adakah aku tahu?

Assalammualaikum,

ISI HATI LELAKI? Apa ni? kenapa mesti isi hati lelaki pulak entry ko kali ni sedangkan ko perempuan Fana oiii..sepatutnya isi hati perempuan...hrmmm..tp aku tetap nak buat entry pasal isi hati lelaki jugak...aku tak kira... :)

So, adakah anda tahu isi hati lelaki? bagaimanakah anda boleh mengetahui apa yang lelaki fikirkan? Apakah yang terpendam di jiwa lelaki? Apakah anda sebenar-benarnya tahu kemahuan sebenar lelaki? Bagaimana pula dengan kebencian mereka? - Bro Razzi

Lelaki selalu membuatkan perempuan sering berasa confused, confused and confused! But after I read Bro Razzi Blog...now I know about isi hati lelaki ni..huhu..korang boleh baca dekat blog Bro Razzi....http://razzirahman.com/blog/isi-hati-lelakiadakah-anda-tahu/#more-310

The situation happened to me NOW..dia pernah ckp sukakan aku, dia ckp dia nak kenal2 dgn aku dulu & tak janji sampai kawen..dia slalu panggil aku sayang (memang cair la kan), then dia cakap dia jahat, penuh dgn kejahilan & etc....situasi aku ni aku rasa mengena jer dengan situasi dalam blog Bro Razzi tu...

If this happen to me again, it seems like dah 4 kali aku dipermainkan...aku sendiri tak tahu ape yang lelaki nak..selalu memainkan perasaan aku...menggunakan aku untuk kepentingan diri lelaki itu sendiri (happened in MMU)...bermulut manis & etc..

Seriously sedih sangat bila mengingatkan balik ape yg terjadi dekat aku...adakah aku terlalu baik, terlalu lurus & terlalu senang untuk dipermainkan? But PLEASE la LELAKI..it's hurting me..sangatttt

:((

No Title

Assalammualaikum

You can ask me same question again and again, 

yet my answer is still the same. 

I really don't know when because it is beyond my control. 

I could only make du'a so that He will ease our way. 

I hope you would do the same too 

I know this too..

when you start to love someone, 

you also start to have tears and fears.

............. >w<

FOND

Assalammualaikum,

FOND

You're my friend,

but lately I grew fonder of you,

I won't tell you though,

cause I'm afraid,

afraid of what would happen if I do,

So let's just stay like this,

in this moment,

so that we both could laugh together,

but,

one day,

I will be strong enough to say,

those three little words,

that you always asked me before,

So,

please just be who you are,

and I'll be there,

forever caring, 

and, 

forever smiling,

by your side ......

Straight to your heart >w<

Be Careful With My Heart

Assalammualaikum uoollsss,

Petang-petang ni tetiba plak nk buat post pasal satu drama Philippine yg best...the title as below:

My mom love this drama so much sbb ada pelakon pompuan dalam tu yg berlakon sebagai org gaji slalu panggil bos dia "Sir Chief"...cara pompuan tu panggil Sir Chief sgt comel...ada satu part dalam drama ni yang paling aku suke...ape lagi kan kalau bukan part hero propose dekat heroin...jom layanzzz video Sir Chief propose to Maya.

Bila layan video ni mula la aku pon berangan kan..berangan nak di propose ala2 cenggini la kan...tp apakan daya...perjalanan untuk di propose macam ni masih lagi belum menampakkan cahaya sebab aku masih lagi menunggu seseorang...seseorang yang telah mencuri hati aku...hrmmm. Okay stop fana..jangan nak berangan lelebih plak...

Okay...dekat atas tu plak sebahagian daripada lirik lagu Be Careful With My Heart..If you love me like you told me please be careful with my heart...aaaa, terasa macam berada di awan-awangan plak kan..eh, btol ke perkataan "awan-awangan" aku tu...tibai je la..ekeke. Jom dengar lagu tema untuk drama ni yang dinyanyikan oleh hero & heroin Be Careful With My Heart.

Enjoy and smile always :)

Memory

Assalammualaikum,

Pagi2 lagi tgn dah gatal mula nk berblog...ni semua penangan dr member opis yg duduk sebelah meja aku ni...hehe..no la..bkn sbb dia pon..tp sebab diri sendiri yg rasa semakin suka nak merepek merapu bagai dalam blog ni...

Kalau dulu time study dkt MMU, blog lama dibiarkan sepi tanpa sebarang update, mungkin sebab time tu tengah busy dgn kelas & exam...but now as time goes by, I feels like "Wow.." and I have time to updates anything..that is why I came out with the new blog and new refreshments..

Today, I would like to share with you guys about my sweetest memory I had during my studies...

but before that, please enjoy the MEMORY song first.. 

Okay jom start merepek after a long introduction kan..adehhh. SWEETEST MEMORY, yeahh..it happen after I finished with my final year project (FYP) and alhamdulillah I (we actually coz it was a group project) got such a good results for FYP1 and FYP2. Thank GOD..

And because of THAT RESULTS, my supervisor told my friend and I to present our project at the Global Learn Asia Pacific Conference at Penang. It was our 1'st experience to join the conference and seriously we enjoy that moments..kenal dgn ramai orang, presenter yg datang dari seluruh negara dlm dunia ni...and minda pun terbuka, tukar2 pendapat tentang isu semasa or pasal conference yang kami join. Jom enjoy gambar2 sepanjang kami berada di sana (Park Royal & Holiday Inn Resort Penang).

DAY 1

With my partner..waiting for the MAS flight 

                                        Park Royal & Holiday Inn Resort Penang

View from the hotel. Such a nice scenery. After checked in, it's time for us to go to the conference registration venue. 

 Registration Vanue : Halia Room

After registration

After registration, all of us diberikan beg, name tag, pamphlet, books, schedule and etc. Then we find a place to check on our turn to present for the next day...what time and where is the venue..settle all of that things, kami sempat pusing2 kawasan hotel sblm naik semula ke bilik..enjoy the picture below..hehe

 Lobi 1

 Lobi 2

 Sempat bergambar with my mirror at the pool..

Disebabkan masa x mengizinkan utk kami pusing2 lagi sbb ptg tu kena attend welcoming party for all the presenter..so kena la cepat2 balik bilik rest for a while then kena prepare for the party. Party okay uoolllsss...kalau ikotkan bahasa oghang melayu kite ni, deme nyebut majlis makan petang & selamat datang sebenor-benornye (keluar dah bahasa peghak aku)..tp yang menyedihkan hati, my mirror cannot join this party because she doesn't have a name tag and it was for the presenter only...my mirror is not a presenter, but still she have to follow me to come to this conference...mana mungkin aku tinggalkan mirror aku sedangkan aku gain experience dkt sini dgn my partner kan...she have to see & open her mind sama mcm mana aku open minda aku...hehe

Bergambar sebelum keluar bilik

~ Me ~

After the party finished, aku & my partner balik terus ke bilik...sbb nak bersiap2 utk jln2 tepi pantai, bknnye ape sbb our schedule utk present adalah pada hari esoknya, time: 2.00 pm..

jom jln2 tepi pantai sambil naik kuda!!!

 Yeeehaaa !!!

 Kuda ni namanya ROY

Suka betul kuda ni bergambar.. :)

Dah penat naik kuda & berjalan2 tepi pantai..all of us pon blk la ke bilik semula..sbb dah nak maghrib..kena tunaikan kewajipan sebagai seorang Islam la kan..hehe..lps solat maghrib semua selesai, kami kuar semula..bkn apa, perut dah berbunyi minta diisi..

Bergambar sebelum makanan sampai

After perut dah full of food, we olls went to HARD ROCK HOTEL..jalan kaki hokay..jauh gak dari our hotel: Park Royal..eksesais kaki bakar lemak lps makan..hehe

~ Me Again ~

Faces

Cantik gila HARD ROCK HOTEL ni...nak letak gambar byk2 x bole la pulak kan sbb takut berat my blog nanti..korg2 search la sendiri gambar HARD ROCK HOTEL tu erk..ekeke

DAY 2

Now is the day for our turn to do the presentation. Before that, we went to the cafe for breakfast to gain energy..I love breakfast...yummyy!!!

Breakfast

Dah kenyang isi perut, tibalah masanya utk kami melangkah ke dewan yang di tetapkan and waiting for our turn...sambil2 tu practice hokay...dalam hati tuhan je yang tau betapa berdebar2nya...

 Practice

 Setting Time

Our turn now...my partner, Eiva start her presentation and introducing our project name, Enhancing E-Learning Storyboard System: System Framework Architecture For Modelling Tasks Design And Team Communications

 ~ Eiva ~

 ~ Me, explained about the system flow ~

 Last but not least, bergambar depan banner after finished the presentation

Air Asia Time

Last day after presentation, sempat pegi lunch dkt hotel then packing barang2 sebab nak balik...datang Penang naik MAS balik KL naik Air Asia...hehe..for me this is my sweetest memory because without this maybe I can't learned anything and maybe I can't get such a wonderful experience. The most important thing, maybe because of this conference & the paper that already published..I got a job at Telekom Malaysia. If you have a chance to join the conference during your studies, go for it because it maybe give you an advantages in the future such what happen to me. Thank GOD I made the best decision during that time. 

Alhamdulillah & smile always :)

~ Eotteokhajyo ~

Assalammualaikum,

Lately I've develop something, 

not lately actually...it was a long time ago,

1 or 2 months before end of the year 2013 maybe,

after someone told me and I suddenly realized it,

that there is something going to happen,

it was something that I want to avoid,

not because it's bad or anything, 

and not because I'm not ready yet,

but..avoid because I don't think I'm strong enough,

and avoid because I'm too scared...

Feelings kept hidden, 

hidden and not said because,

I wanted to avoid anything, 

anything that could have disrupt this friendship,

but I think it happen now...

What Should I Do? 

It is a sweet feeling,

feelings that I kept to myself,

I don't know if my friend knows,

even though you always asked about it,

but I will still keep it hidden...,

hidden deep in my heart,

Until I'm ready and strong enough...

Though it is trying to burst out :(

# End of MH370 #

Assalammualaikum,

Tanggal 8 Mac 2014..kau menggemparkan dunia dengan kehilanganmu..bermacam2 spekulasi timbul...ada yang memberi harapan dan ada juga yang menyentap perasaan...but last night on 24th Mac 2014, our Prime Minister made an announcement that the flight was ENDED in the southern Indian Ocean..

“It is therefore with deep sadness and regret that I must inform you that according to this new data, flight MH370 ended in the southern Indian Ocean.” - Prime Minister 

ENDED everybody !!! It was a heartbreaking news for all the family members of passenger and crew MH370 as well as us and all people in the world...

"Its sad. It's really sad for all of us. Malaysians. That was our plane. Our flag. Our country. Our people." - Dr.Halina

Innalillah...really sad, but true. ‪#‎pray4mh370‬ people boarded, Rest in Peace. Condolence to the family members... Al-Fatihah ~

~ Little By Little ~

Assalammualaikum,

This is going to be my very 1'st entry in my blog since I'm just re-starting to note down every little single story about me. At this moment, I have no idea what to write..but I will start it "little by little"...about all the pent up secrets, lies, betrayals, propaganda's and the darkness that I have seen and went through. However, it is not all bad, there are adventures, surprises, twist and turns, and LIGHTS to counter everything that had caused me grief. I won't immediately post a new one after this because I do need to experience the good and the bad to post in my blog. So until then please just bear with it. 

Smiles alwaysss 

:)