~ Eotteokhajyo ~

Assalammualaikum,

Lately I've develop something, 

not lately actually...it was a long time ago,

1 or 2 months before end of the year 2013 maybe,

after someone told me and I suddenly realized it,

that there is something going to happen,

it was something that I want to avoid,

not because it's bad or anything, 

and not because I'm not ready yet,

but..avoid because I don't think I'm strong enough,

and avoid because I'm too scared...

Feelings kept hidden, 

hidden and not said because,

I wanted to avoid anything, 

anything that could have disrupt this friendship,

but I think it happen now...

What Should I Do? 

It is a sweet feeling,

feelings that I kept to myself,

I don't know if my friend knows,

even though you always asked about it,

but I will still keep it hidden...,

hidden deep in my heart,

Until I'm ready and strong enough...

Though it is trying to burst out :(